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    ♥ Suzan Chong

    "♥ Suzan Chong" was Posted On: 27.2.17 @4:41 PM | 0 lovely comments
    congratulations ♥

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    Time changes everything

    Time.. Time is a wonderful present that the universe has given us. How was time created? How was time known to humanity ? well.. according to Google "Historians do not know who or when mankind "invented" a time-keeping device or "clock". and saw the shadow of the sun move across the ground, known as a Sundial. A vertical stick, gnomon, or obelisk that casts a shadow is a Sundial. and they were used as early as 3500 BC. In 1500 BC Egyptians had portable sundials." but today, for me its something different.

    It's been long since i updated this blog, what happened in the years ? My baby girl is growing up fast. she's almost 2 !


    Besides that , i have learnt to move on , away from her father. I do not want to curse this relationship and spill about the beauty in him that i have fallen in love, not wanting to hate him later on.. not wanting to embarrass myself with all the lovey dovey post and end up only to be filled in anger,pain and guilt. i'd rather not, not yet. Time.. Time again has thought me that beautiful things take time to create. what are the beautiful things im talking about ? nothing. i have created nothing beautiful . HAHAHAHAHA ! i just wanted to say , i'll be jobless in march . yey me. i'm nothing but a failure.

    "Time changes everything" was Posted @4:38 PM | 0 lovely comments

    Lost Stars

    Please don't see just a boy caught up in dreams and fantasies
    Please see me reaching out for someone I can't see
    Take my hand let's see where we wake up tomorrow
    Best laid plans sometimes are just a one night stand
    I'd be damned Cupid's demanding back his arrow

    So let's get drunk on our tears and
    It's hunting season and the lambs are on the run
    Searching for meaning
    But are we all lost stars, trying to light up the dark?

    Woe is me, if we're not careful turns into reality
    Don't you dare let our best memories bring you sorrow
    Yesterday I saw a lion kiss a deer

    Turn the page maybe we'll find a brand new ending
    Where we're dancing in our tears and
    It's hunting season and the lambs are on the run
    Searching for meaning
    But are we all lost stars, trying to light up the dark?

    I thought I heard you call my name
    I thought I heard you out there crying

    Just the same
    It's hunting season and this lamb is on the run
    Searching for meaning
    But are we all lost stars, trying to light up the dark?
    I thought I heard you call my name
    I thought I heard you out there crying
    But are we all lost stars, trying to light up the dark?

    God, tell us the reason youth is wasted on the young
    Who are we? Just a speck of dust within the galaxy?
    God, tell us the reason youth is wasted on the young
    I thought I saw you out there crying
    God, give us the reason youth is wasted on the young
    I thought I saw you out there crying
    But are we all lost stars, trying to light up the dark?

    "" was Posted On: 16.2.16 @2:30 PM | 0 lovely comments

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    Sleepy baby

    Cover my mouth so i don't breathe down your face haahaha

    This morning i had to deal with a very sleepy baby , she really didn't want to wake up . I talked so loud , i turned on some music and started singing along like an idiot to "Lost Stars - Adam Levine" She didn't even budge !!!!! So i started taking pictures , honestly i have like 10 pictures of her sleeping this morning . I even tickled her feet , she just kicked me away and continue sleeping . So i stood up , turned on the heater, got her food ready in a container and i went back to the room to find yet a sleeping baby . I sighed so loud i think that woke her up , she turned over and blinked a few times and she laid back down and started pointing at the window as if shes scolding me as i would imagine her conversations sometimes . This one went like "HEH ? WHY IS THE CURTAIN OPEN MAMA ? HEH ? HEH ? HEH ?" tiny finger pointing at the window . She then crawled towards the window, climbed on a pillow and started bouncing , enjoying the view i guess . ahhahaha , then she started to poo , mind you , i have to wait for her too poo otherwise she refuses to eat and off course its such a waste to change her pampers when she hasn't even pooed yet . After her business is done , i finally got her to the toilet and we had our luxurious shower and bath. End of story . ohh , i missed out the best part , she's currently obsessed with toothbrushes , because i always  brush her teeth and this time she wants to brush her own teeth , so she brings her toothbrush EVERYWHERE , yes even to bed.

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    Me , my baby and my best friend (and my teddy bear)

    So , that day i invited my bijj Salwani Sawi to come over and hang out because i miss her and she misses me too :p 

    She's such and incredible person and i just can't put words together to explain how amazing she is . She's been through with me , up and down even though we have fights and misunderstandings , she is still worth fighting for and ofcourse worth having in your life . well, in this case my life .

    the latest thing she did for me was , i had food poisoning , or nazro said "cholera" , cause i didn't remember eating anything from outside ,but i did drink at a kopitiam . So, probably it came from water hence Nazro said its Cholera. Back to my main story , so i wasn't replying her messages and she got quite worried and when i finally replied and i told her what happened , she immediately told her father she wants to come see me. She , her sister Eqa and her dad drove to my parents house and she bought Porridge and soup . My dad was probably amazed i had a friend like her , my sister Jandee knows about her already. 

    When wani came , my dad opened the door for her and she sat on my bed while i was playing with Mikayla , i really couldn't bear the pain but i was trying my best . She sat there watching me and kayla and she told me to take care , she said she wished she could stay longer . Me ? i just cried inside and i think she's my guardian angel that i pray to have everyday . funny , she prayed for a guardian angel and she got the devil in disguise (me) , I prayed for a guardian angel and i got one hahahahhahahahahaha ! 

    Theres so much more i can tell you about my wani , but most of it is private and confidential . She's engaged by the way . To an equally incredible person named Bino @ Uwais and soon they are going to be married (Game Over BRO!) and its gonna be Wani ♥ Wais all over town , hahahahahahaha  ! i can't wait. Why i can't wait ? Becoohhs im the brides maid . BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA ! do they even call it brides maid i wonder ? i don't want to be the one kipasing kipasing them tho , probably i would but i dunno . hahahahahahaha ! nakal eh . im laughing my ass off here , i really am so excited . :') kawan saya dah besar . well , they can soon fuck legally . AHAHAHAHAHAHHA ! THERE I GO AGAIN . i can't stop laughing now can i . 

    Well , thats about it , im not going to tell you anymore about my girl , because i respect her privacy and that is all i can tell you. tataloos.

    Interview day at Airport
    Interview day at Ujana Kewangan
    Social Visit //Kayla's first time meeting Wani after a long time 

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    If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
    If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

    Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.

    Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who have a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.

    You cannot change a man's behaviour. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are. Even if he has has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

    Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs.

    You should not be the one doing all the bending... Compromise is two way street. You need time to heal between relationships. There is nothing cute about baggage... Deal with your issues before pursuing a new
    relationship. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you. A relationship consists of two WHOLE
    individuals. Look for someone complimentary...
    not supplementary.

     ~  Oprah Winfrey ~

    "" was Posted On: 31.1.16 @11:25 PM | 0 lovely comments
    Work & life

    I've been working for over 2 weeks now , currently in a trust company called Alpadis Trust . Working here is fine , awfully quiet but i guess that's how a real office is. Workmates ? totally great people. My superior is a nice lady by the name of Michelle, shes really really nice and sweet . well ,thats all about work :p 

    I'm currently at work now and why am i on Blogger ? Because Catherine said "DO YOUR WORK SLOWLY" , am i doing it too fast ? probably i am , so might as well waste some time on my lovely Blog that i haven't updated for far too long. My english needs help too , i probably can't speak and write english properly anymore. Poor thing , i need to add "Buy more books" on my checklist for March 2016, well obviously putting "READ MORE BOOKS" on my 2016 Checklist .. 

    I really hope i can read more books, since Mikayla is growing up so fast ! little muffins in 9 months old now and shes crawling really fast now and she's slowly learning how to walk (with help from bed/sofa/me) 

    Talking about Mikayla , 3 more months and she turns 1 ! oh wow ! feels really fast , it feels like as if i just held her in my arm yesterday for the first time . :') time goes by really fast when you're in love . hahahhahaha ! I'm selfish because i don't want her to grow up so fast . i still want to cuddle with her when its sleeping time :( im the one with the separation issues . hahahaha

    Well , i need to continue doing my "work" , i'll try and update this everyday when my Boss is not around. He sits behind me and he can see my screen from where he is sitting . AHAHAH , not appropriate to be doing other things besides work right .

    "Work & life" was Posted On: 25.1.16 @10:40 AM | 0 lovely comments

         Goodnight from Malaysia, 21:53pm .

    Jayyvelacour & BabyMika

    "" was Posted On: 9.9.15 @9:53 PM | 0 lovely comments

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